I do believe I am having a liiiiittle bit of a depressive relapse right now. This is making RP (or, really, anything *fun*) kind of difficult. I've been doing some casual stuff that doesn't take too much thought, but can't seem to do much beyond that.

So, um, to those who are wondering why I'm not around... that would be why. Once I get my sleep schedule sorted out and maybe my meds adjusted a bit, I should be back in full swing. I hope.

I appear to be incapable of anything remotely creative right now.

Drat.

Note to people in games with me:

I'm kind of going through something right now. I'll either be around a lot less, or a lot more in the next few days.

Not sure if it's for RP or some sort of fic. Either way, it's a very (VERY VERY) loose X-Movieverse translation of the Wolverine & Kitty Pryde mini. But with black ops Weapon X rejects and a telepath instead of demon ninjas. Okay, so... not really that much like the mini series.

( Project Ogun: Operation Iron and Shadow )

So, tonight I found myself lamenting the very small number of MU*s with comparable standards to X-Men Movieverse, and aoibhail, ever the enabler said to me "you could always start your own."
And I said "I have not the knowledge nor stamina to create my own MU*"
And she said "this is why you get co-admins."

She kind of had a point, so I'm not dismissing the idea entirely.

So, now I am going to write down ideas about this ENTIRELY THEORETICAL game. This may never actually happen (in all honesty, probably won't), but it never hurts to write down ideas, right?

Warning: This will contain run on sentences and gratuitous use of brackets. May be a very disjointed read. It's Christmas Eve in the wee hours of the morning, and I think I have a flu of some sort, so forgive the inevitable spelling and grammar fuck-ups.

( And here I go )

For the time being, this is all entirely theoretical. Any following through with the idea will have to wait until after I've settled in to the new place and school and all that, not to mention getting my laptop set up for RPing when it finally gets here.

Very much considering taking a break from most, if not all of the games I'm currently in. Starting school in January, and my creative energy has been pretty damn low lately- or well, I have the ideas, just not the drive to carry them out. I've found that scenes have been feeling more like chores than fun, and the fact that I've been a lot less energetic about RP has prettymuch left me on the sidelines in a plot that was my idea (I was hoping to be a lot more involved than I ended up being- or, you know, involved at all...), which has left me feeling left out, despite the fault being mostly mine.


So, yeah, not sure yet if it's necessary to take a break or not, or if I'm just having a bad couple days. I'll have to see.

( RP question Meme )

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In other news, I really need to steal Tanya for a while to get some scenage with Scott and Carol soonish! They're so cute when they get all jawclenchy at the same time. (And really, with all the cracked out pairings out there, how has this one never been done before? XD)

My RP Wishlist:

- A new Doug for XMM

-A Marvel comic-verse MU* game that is actually comic-verse-y, with a healthy roster of active FCs and quality players. Ideally, OCs should be introduced at the same rate as new characters to the comics, in order to accurately portray the setting. An absense of creepy cyberpaths prone to flinging food at female players and thinking they could "pwn Iron Man" while ruining David Bowie characters in my mind forever would be nice as well (at this point, I get annoyed just seeing his name on the WHO list).

-The energy to do all the scenes I have ideas for.

*stares at a certain game she's in*

Okay, well-made OCs are all well and good, but... but... where have all our canons gone? We are seriously lacking some major canon characters that prettymuch define the universe we're playing in.

If it were an all-OC game set in a different city in the 'verse we've got, it'd be shiny. But it's New York Frickin' City in the 616, dudes. Has Jackass' temper tantrum driven them all away? Are we willing to let him get away with that?


Once the game's accepting applications again... and, you know, has a name; maybe the mods oughta cap any new OCs for a little while =/

I love the ones we have, but the ratio, in terms of active players needs some serious balancing out, I think =/ Admittedly, I have been less active all around with my characters (all but one of whom are canon). I suppose doing my part to remedy this would be a good start, ne?

I am totally in the mood for some Sean/Moira fluff. Other than the fact that my Sean muse has suddenly come back full swing, I have no other explanations as to why.

I may have to write some. But if anyone wants to write some for me, I will not object! *HINT HINT!*